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Date: Nov 7, 2011
Title: Jus feel like blogging There are a lot of things i want to say... but dunno where to start. Nowadays, seem like there are a lot of things happening around me, all things have changed. Family problem, friends problem and self problem. my mind cant stop thinking about my problems. I made mistakes in my workplace and gt a firm scolded by my boss. At that point of time, i felt that i really useless, cant even do a simple thing better, thinking how can i do big things. That day really breakdown and cry after a firm scolding. Really want to find someone and talk. Sometimes, i am not treated like an adult i am being treated like a kid. am i not that mature? Probably, i am not that mature, i find that my thinking are not mature enough. Now, another thing. i dont know why the dream keep coming to me. Always the same person keep appearing to my dream, it makes me keep on think of him, kind of miss him. But i keep saying to myself what for think about him? he is not going to come to me. Even though, i hope he is mine but i dont think that is possible. What is past is already past. I keep thinking to myself what does this dreams suppose to mean? Or is it i think of him too much that's why i will dream of him? Sigh. so frustrating. I really dont like the feeling of missing, kind of heartache. O Lord, this blog is all i want to say to you. Though you created me, you put me into this world. Pray that i will be a useful person for you, to do things that is glorifying you. Pray in all situation that i will learn to pray and be dependence on You. Pray that i will spend more time in reading Your Word. Pray Lord that you will take away my misery, my guilt and my sadness. Wondering how will my future be like? Cant be predicted. Date: Mar 10, 2011
Title: Being an Emo. today was a busy work day for mi... nv been busy before like tt... wad am i busying abt? busy abt ISO lor...... haf to update alot of stuff... print alot of paper... and the printer print suuuuuuper slow... normally, when i print alot it only takes abt 1 or 2 min to finish printing... but becos tt Samsung printer spoilt... den replace wif a HP. is photo printer somemore... -.-" so slow la... waste of my time. i jus need to print black and white. no idea why does it takes to so long. haf to wait for 4min jus to let it done! sigh... nowadays, i like being emo. Dun know why, jus felt tt there's no one can be my listening ear. though is wrong to feel this way, but jus a thought in my mind. =( haiz... sometimes when im emo i will think of him. i jus cant get rid of him. but im loving someone else. how come my mind is like tt? Oh Lord. Can u pls tel mi why? my this yr goal. will be study well and improve in my eng. =) wad should i do when im missing u? i dun dare to take the initiative to msg. scare tt i will gv u the thinking tt i like u? confuse. AHHH!!! dunno ar!!! i wish i can haf one Christian Bestfriend. oh no... i haf alot of wishful thoughts. alright... shall blog till here... =D Date: Feb 22, 2011
Title: hmm... its a quite a long time that i nv update my blog... guess need to update some new stuff.... mmm.... been missing him nowadays... wanted to chat wif him but dun haf the daring to sms him. it is quite weird to sms so randomly. my bro gv mi some tips to sms him. but i still dun haf the guts to sms him. hmm.... though was quite happy that he told my bro that he will consider mi. =D cos he gv my bro a bk for birthday present. its a relationship bk. den my bro ask him "so u wan mi to stay single also la?" den he said "ya" haha... i think he wans to stay single cos girls nowadays hard to find den my bro ask him " why dun u consider abt my sis?" guess wad was his reply? wahahaha!!!! he said" hmm... since u jus say it.. i will consider nw.. lol..." AHHH!!!! will he pick mi? when will the answer come? i dunno. God knows. been frustrating with my work. i dunno how can i nt hating u. i haf this colleague of mine. he is a body builder. he doesnt takes his lunch. he onli drink raisin powder and some pill... cos drink tt powder doenst make him feels hungry. so he will go toilet alot of time. and he stays in the toilet for like half an hour or 15mins. it makes mi annoyed. cos everybody is busy doing their own stuff and yet he can stay in the toilet for so long, oh ya! one more thing. he smoke also... i cant believe it man! a body builder person still can smoke... bravo! back to the topic. and once he came back from the toilet. he will start changing his wallpaper. its ALL about SPORTS CAR!!! ARGH!!! den edit here and there... so bo liao la... jus a wallpaper... choose one nice one and stick to tt la... gt so much work to do still dun wan do... spending ur whole time doing some useless stuff!!! sigh. how can i forgv u? Lord Jesus! Help mi pls!!!. been trying to get over this matter... but it doesnt work. sian... guess i jus let the flow go. dun bother abt things he's doing. Date: Dec 14, 2010
Title: Happy Bird!! Terry! Happy Bird Day To Terry!!! Feel so honor!!! haha... Im the1st person and only person tt wish him!!!! wah~~~~~ *im flying* Labels: flying Date: Nov 27, 2010
Title: Popo's Bday. Jus upload some photos...                       Date: Nov 16, 2010
Title: sigh.... been complaining abt the same thing to myself again... been wondering do i still haf feelings for him? i guess i shouldnt haf this kind of feeling... i shud get rid of tt feeling. no longer shud i haf feelings for him. i cannt serve 2 master at one time... i shud gv up one master and serve the other master. from nw on, no more complainings... O Lord, i pray that You will gv mi the strength to stop complaining. no more hatred in mi. Date: Nov 13, 2010
Title: Feel so Excited yet "Unhappy Moments" Today had a dinner with him. Actually, he took the initiative msg mi say he wanna meet me. never expected that... But i feel so excited to meet him. For the last 2 days i reali cant wait for this day to come. During the last 2 days a lot of dramatic scenario came to my mind. Thinking back, was so lame la... -.-" but i told myself. it cant be happen. so we meet at city hall to eat aston. So on the way to aston. he keep msging all the way... dunno whether is he reali wan to catch up wif mi or his friends. cos later he mtg his friends also. den i guess he is discussing with his friends where to meet etc... den im like so disappointed la... u wanna meet mi and yet the timing is jus too short for mi to communicate with u ='( even i wanna cry... the tears jus dun come... its been along time since i had dinner wif u... was so shock and excited to meet u for dinner... but in the end timing was jus too short for mi. i really appreciate tt u take the initiative to meet mi... but...... sigh.... im reali disappointed. how i wish u wont meet ur friends and reali to catch up wif u... there is alot of question that i would like to ask u. but u jus keep msging throughout the whole day. is like im going out wif a stranger... sigh~~~ dunno when will the next time come. Labels: no idea. |